So, 13 miles was the run today. I tacked on the .1 for good measure and because I wanted to complete a half marathon.
What I would like to talk about today is the fact that I came to the conclusion while running these 13 miles that I am insane. Totally and completely off my rocker. I just ran 13.1 miles. And I hurt. And I’m tired. And, for the first time ever, I had to stop in the middle of a run to use a bathroom. No one should ever run so far that they can’t make it all the way through before they have to pee.
And, as I was suffering all I kept thinking is, “Wow, when I finish this damn (yes…I swear sometimes, especially when I’m running 13 miles) run, I will have run HALF of a marathon. HALF! THAT’S IT! WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!”
Well, I guess it’s a little late to consider that now. I’m in it. I’ve come this far. And more than anything, I have publicized this whole experience to the point that I can’t quit. Plus, I have this disease. I believe I’ve mentioned it before. It’s called the “all or nothing disease”. I can’t do things half-way. So…all it is…and all it will continue to be.
A few other realizations…after last week’s run and today’s, I have discovered that I hit my groove at about mile 7. See, sane people would never find that out because they would run 3 miles, hating every mile, and be done. That’s a good amount of exercise…enough to keep one healthy and happy. No one ever needs to find out that it takes them seven miles to get into a groove. SEVEN FLIPPING MILES!
Okay…I think I’m done now. After all of that, I must admit that I feel pretty good (emotionally, that is…physically, I’m hashed). I did my farthest run to date. I kept my pace, I managed to avoid any blisters (something I didn’t do on my “short” midweek six-miler), I added another mile of uphill, I learned that I can stop to use the restroom and keep going afterwards, and I burned 1975 calories. That’s over half a pound. Crazy! I guess all of the weight loss makes sense when I add up all of the calories I manage to burn while running. Just kidding…I did get one blister.
So, while I now realize just how crazy I am, I’m not quite ready to ask for help or give it up. I’m addicted.
And a few of my favorite things before I publish the playlist:
And the playlist…most of these songs I already made available last week. The few new ones I will try to make available for downloading…but I don’t have the time right now. Running 13 miles takes a chunk out of a person’s day. And, as you’ll notice, I changed my slow songs back to every sixth song…this seems to work better for me than every fifth. As for notes…I am getting the playlist thing down. I got the right songs in the right places. I have no complaints today…about the music that is.
- Freedom 90 6:30 George Michael
- in too deep 3:29 sum 41
- Summer Love 4:15 Justin Timberlake
- i didnt steal your boyfriend 3:04 ashlee simpson
- Workout Plan 2:52 Kanye West
- If You Were Here 2:57 Thompson Twins
- beautiful love 4:09 The Afters
- My Love (Feat. T.I.) 4:36 Justin Timberlake
- How We Operate 5:28 Gomez
- Every Other Time 4:07 LFO
- LOVE 2:37 ashlee simpson
- Big girls don’t cry 4:28 Fergie
- Lifetime (radio) 3:29 better than ezra
- Simply Being Loved 4:21 BT
- Witch In The Ditch 3:44 Erasure
- Glamorous (Feat. Ludacris) 4:06 Fergie
- Fit But You Know It 4:14 The Streets
- Fields of Gold 3:33 Sting & Edin Karamazov
- Do It 4:04 Spice Girls
- what about us 3:57 Brandy
- Mr. Brightside 3:41 The Killers
- i wanna have your babies 3:34 Natasha Bedingfield
- Just The Girl 3:50 The Click Five
- No One Is to Blame 3:59 Emile Millar
- Dance Dance 5:02 Fall Out Boy
- I See You Baby 4:03 Groove Amada
- Get Over It 3:16 ok go
- Summer Girls 4:19 LFO
- Clothes Off 3:55 Gym Class Heroes
- A Sorta Fairytale 5:29 Tori Amos
- Irreplaceable 3:47 Beyoncé
- knock ’em out 2:53 Lily Allen
- Workout Plan 2:52 Kanye West
- Hot ‘n’ Cold Pussycat 4:11 Basement Jaxx vs.
- Girl From the Gutter 3:58 Kina
- Lay Lady Lay 4:37 Magnet
- in too deep 3:29 sum 41
- SexyBack 4:02 Justin Timberlake
- Yummy 4:57 Gwen Stefani