it’s back to Weight Watchers I go.
That’s right. In the morning, I will be returning after three weeks of not going at all and six weeks of not trying very hard. I’ve gone through all kinds of emotions. Anger. Frustration. Disappointment. And finally, I am at a point of acceptance. My guess is, based on their scales, that I now weigh only 15 lbs less than when I started. That has been a hard thing for me to work through. However, that’s 15 lbs less than I was four and a half months ago and that is still a good thing.
That’s where I’m at. Focusing on the positive. Tomorrow, after I go, I will adjust my weight loss in the sidebar. It will be a new day…and a new beginning. And the struggle lives on…like a vampire, in the night, waiting to suck the life out of me. But, I can’t let it win. Especially because my vampire doesn’t look like Edward. My vampire looks like a big, fat cow.
existential dilemmas 
I can so relate to this post, Chloe. And my vampire doesn’t look like Edward either. At least you’re still down! Infinitely better to remaining the same, or gasp! gaining.
chloe … first, congrats again on your marathon. your MARATHON! that takes a lot of strength. i can imagine that you’ve lost 15 lbs, but also gained some pretty sexy, muscly legs (AKA MUSCLE) as well.
Hey now…15 lbs is no small feat!!! I’m JEALOUS of your 15 lbs. Lucky.
I’m an on again off again ww member! I wish I was on again but I am running. I keep telling myself something is better than nothing! (Maybe I’m just justifying/ making excuses, but it is better than nothing!) Your posts are inspiring and I know how you feel…good luck!
hang in there, girl! You’re in it for the long haul!
I have not yet started reading about Edward, but all of my friends have a love affair that has been on going for some time now. I am looking forward to being finished with the house projects so I can begin a book… or a few. Good luck with the WW! I know it is hard, but hang in there!
Weight is super frustrating! I applaud you for your positive attitude. If only our metabolisms worked so that we could eat whatever we wanted whenever we wanted. Alas. Good luck with everything.