When I hit rock bottom this summer, I had no idea that my life would be so different in just six short months. So many times in my life I’ve looked back and thought to myself, “If I’d started doing [fill in the blank] six months ago (or a year ago), think of where I’d be today!” Well, this time, I did start doing something six months ago and I’m so proud of where I am today.
I’ve learned so much about myself over the past six months. It’s been about more than just losing the weight. It’s been figuring out what triggers my overeating and how to manage that. It’s been discovering how to be social without having it revolve around food. It’s been understanding how I’ve been standing in my own way in so many ways. I started this journey on July 14th and in just under six months, I’ve lost about 50 lbs and gained so much more.
When I started this, I also started (re-started, I should say, for the third or fourth time) a 100-day challenge with a couple of friends which involved taking a selfie every day. Even after the 100 days, I continued to take selfies with some regularity. And I’m so glad I did. It’s kind of amazing (at least to me) to watch my body (and spirit) change before my eyes.
And on that note, before I share the video, I just want to make a few more comments. Being someone who’s struggled with my weight for almost as long as I can remember, I’ve felt the pressure to look a certain way my entire life. But this has not been about looking a certain way. Sure, it’s one of the benefits. It’s the benefit that everyone can see. But for me, and my daily life, it really is about so much more than that.
This transformation is about being able to sit down on a deep couch and not worry about how awkward I’m going to look as I try and get up off of it. It’s about going scuba diving and not having my mind consumed with how I’m going to get back onto the boat when there’s no ladder. It’s about buying clothes that look good on me and not just whatever fits. It’s about going on first dates and not worrying that the first thing a guy is going to think is that I’m fat (yes, blind dates…from the interwebs).
It’s about not worrying about what I look like in pictures any time someone pulls out a camera. It’s about having the energy to keep up with all of my nieces and nephews, including going down the slides at the park and knowing my butt will fit. It’s about not constantly wasting brain space thinking about my weight, or how I look, or beating myself up about what I should or shouldn’t have eaten. But most of all, it’s about feeling like I’m taking care of this amazing body God has given me.
ETA: And again, there are so many people I have to thank for their support along the way in this! You all know who you are! Thank you!!!
That was amazing to watch. Thank you so much for sharing! I was in tears by the end–your whole countenance changed before my eyes. You are wonderful, and everything you wrote resonated with me. Keep on with that amazing bod!
The best part of this is watching your smile get bigger and bigger. Well done, sis.
your face says it all! love you!
wow! You are an inspiration to all! Congrats! You are an amazing woman!!
Chloe, you are an inspiration!! I loved watching this, I could see your spirit! Your face slowly morphs to smiling every day!!! You look fantastic and I can tell you feel fantastic. You have motivated me and I am so glad you shared Isagenix!! You totally rocked this 6 months!!!
Buying clothes at H&M in Tokyo! Now THAT is an accomplishment (and I’m not even joking). Great job girl. You are an inspiration. 🙂
AAAAH totally amazing, incredible, INSPIRATIONAL! Didn’t think I had 3:35 minutes to spare, wanted to just skip to the end to see how you look now but watching the journey was sooo damn enjoyable I couldn’t! Especially from the first crop top photo when you look soo unhappy to the last one & you’re absolutely GLOWING! Congratulations, you’ve done so well!! xx
You’re amazing! Love you girl!