raclette

When I was 14, after one of the hardest years of my childhood, I decided I’d had enough of my life. I was done with my school. I was done with my friends. I was done with my family. On top of that, I’d always known that at some point in time, I would live in Europe. And so an idea was born. Thankfully, I had a mother who didn’t ever shoot down our hair-brained ideas. So, when I suggested that maybe I could be an exchange student for my sophomore year of high school (yes, sophomore), she told me that this might be a possibility. Well, that was all I needed to hear. A few months later, everything was set and I was on my way to La Calamine, Belgium to live with a lovely family called the Bindels.

While, in hindsight, I realize that I was way too young and way too naive to be living in a foreign country, speaking a foreign language, in the home of a very foreign family, this was one of the best decisions I ever made for so many reasons, not the least of which was the discovery of raclette.

This week, in history, was the first time I ever had raclette. After that first time, it was six years before I had it again. I was on a mission for my church in Switzerland and a lovely family invited me and the other missionary I live with over for the dish. I was lucky enough to have that experience a few times during the 16 months I was there.

Before I left Europe this time around, I made sure to purchase a raclette grill. Not being well versed in the ways of electricity at the time (home ownership changed all of that), it did not occur to me that my 220 volt grill was never going to pull the power it needed from our 110 volt outlets. My attempt at sharing raclette with my family ended in a stinky disaster of sweating cheese…one that my family often likes to bring up for no particular reason.

Finally, about four years ago, I decided I needed to purchase a raclette grill that would work here in the U.S. I found one on Amazon.com and promptly ordered it. While I have never been able to get my family to try it again, my friends have all willing participated in raclette consumption and this has become a regular part of my holidays every year. Not only do I absolute love eating raclette, I also love that it is a meal that lasts a while. Because you eat as you cook, this is not just a “sit down and dig in” type of meal. It is a meal that takes time and requires us to slow down just a bit.

I may not have thought to do it this year with so much going on, but at Kelly’s request, a raclette night was scheduled. (For the record, I love when my friends request such things!) It ended up being a very small group, but I was so excited to be sharing it with Kelly, Jenn (who had it as a child living in Europe, but not since), and Amanda (a raclette virgin). My apartment was decorated for Christmas. With just the four of us, I was able to pull out my table. It was absolutely lovely.

And now, I am looking forward to my second raclette of the season. As the raclette love has spread through my friends, a couple of them have purchased their own grills and this Tuesday I will attend my first American raclette party that I am not hosting thanks to the lovely Sarah. I could not be more excited!

love, toffee, and a giveaway

During the Christmas season, when I was a little girl, my mom would make batches and batches of caramel, fudge, toffee and other such treats to take to our neighbors and friends (sometimes these drop-offs actually included caroling, too). I remember the caramel being so mesmerizing as the bubbling sugars transformed to caramel when my mom added cream and vanilla. I loved licking (and still do) the spatula after my mom spread the melted chocolate over the toffee. And so on and so on. 

Eventually, I learned how to make all of these treats. In my teen years, toffee making became a source of income for me during the Christmas season. My mom’s best friend, Sydne, is an incredible florist who hosted a holiday boutique every year and she let me sell my toffee at it. Then, after I went off to college and my mom died, I kind of gave up on the toffee making. Every couple of years I’d make a batch at a sibling’s request, but other than that, it just wasn’t my thing.

Then last year, as Monica and I were trying to decide what to give some professors who were volunteering for an activity, and stay within our very limited budget, I suggested that we could make toffee. So, with Monica’s help the toffee making was on. I don’t remember how many batches we made, but I do remember learning that stirring the toffee as it was cooking was not only unnecessary, it actually didn’t help. (The hours and hours of stirring I wasted in my teenage years…) I also discovered my favorite kitchen tool ever, which is not a kitchen tool at all; a laser thermometer. I will never use a candy thermometer again. (Thank you to Justin and Cherity yet again for the fabulous birthday gift last year!)
Fast forward to this year. I decided that I would be making toffee for my coworkers. So, a couple of weeks ago, I did a test batch. I had to try out making toffee on my little stove with my pot in a different climate. As I said, execution can be a little tricky. It turned out great! Since then, I have made five batches with only one more to go. 
And here’s where the love comes in. Whenever I do anything that I learned from my mom, it reminds me how lucky I was to have her, even if it wasn’t for nearly long enough. And as strange as this may sound, I can feel how much she loved me whenever I’m doing anything that reminds me of her. She taught me so much in the short 18 years I got to have her around. 
While I’ve obviously learned a lot in the 15 years since she’s been gone, who I am today is a direct result of who she was. She didn’t just teach me how to cook. She taught me about generosity and thoughtfulness as we cooked treats for our neighbors and friends. She taught me love and patience, through her example, as she took the time to teach me how to do something that she could have done much faster on her own. And finally, she taught me that the only way to learn is to try and keep trying until you get it right. 
And now the giveaway. Leave a comment for a chance to win a bag of toffee to be sent directly to you from me (or a holiday mix cd should toffee not be your thing or should you be concerned about getting candy through the mail). The winner will be chosen on Sunday, so you’ve got some time…and I will use a random number generator to make sure that it’s fair. 

brunch

Since moving to New York, brunch has become a common occurrence in my life. At least every other week, I seem to find myself out and about on a Saturday morning in order to meet friends for brunch.

Kitchenette – TriBeCa
Yes, I was trying to get a picture of my delicious eggs benedict crab cake style. (I’m too lazy to upload my pics right now, so I stole this from Sara’s blog (not to be mistaken with Sarah. I know…it’s confusing.)

Essex – LES

First of all, I love breakfast foods, so brunch is seriously one of my favorite things to do on a Saturday morning. Second of all, these girls are some of my favorite girls, so it makes for a very happy combination!

And, in fact, I did breakfast (9 am = not brunch) just this morning with the lovely Sara and our friend, Kevin at Good Enough to Eat, conveniently located between my apartment and Kevin’s apartment. I could see this becoming problematic…

cupcake inspired AoG 2010

  1. I am grateful for cupcake places that provide an alternative to bars for a night out with the girls from work.
  2. I am grateful for an associate class (aka coworkers who started with me on the same rotational program) who I really like. It has made not being in school lots easier as they have become an important part of my everyday life at work.
  3. I am grateful for food that looks as good as it tastes!
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the “k” cupcake is from Sweet Revenge (the cupcake place I went to with my coworkers for GNO) and the pic is from Kelly

eataly

On Sunday, after Sarah headed back to Utah, I decided to continue with the vacation theme of the previous five days, so I played hooky from church (something I can do because I’m an adult) and headed to Eataly with Kelly. If you know anything about me, you will know that this place is my new favorite. It is mini Italian version of Harrod’s Food Hall. I could spend hours there. Hours. This was the perfect way to spend a Sunday…especially since my apartment would have felt so lonely after having had Sarah there for five days. (More to come on that…including a taping of Jimmy Fallon, an Ingrid Michaelson concert, and lots of girl talk and laughter.)

It is this amazing combination gourmet grocery/bistro/restaurant. To steal a line from Kelly’s post about the experience, “Can I just say… praise be to Eataly and all that is holy in the world of pork, cheese, and bread.” And I will add gelato.

After making one full tour of the place, we finally settled in the meat and cheese area and ordered the most amazing meat and cheese plate to share (can I tell you how much I love having friends who love cheese as much as I do?). Kelly and I were both in heaven. Seriously. It was the perfect meal.

The bread was amazing…I even got a loaf to take home.

I can tell this is going to be a new favorite place of mine. How could it not be? And of course, we had to finish the trip with a little gelato (I highly recommend the pistachio. Delicious!)